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Done Chasing Nothing, Something's Free

by Jonny

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1.
Done 03:20
outta gasoline to recover the boiler man's outta steam but my ship's gotta float no matter what the tides bring strawberries in chocolate after my knee was scraped sound the church bell cause we're going home it's strange this dream reflects so clearly it's cause I'm home Minnesota's just over the hill pint breath against stainless steel a shake from Mickey's for a young sprout a memory fades to boiling doubt I'll reach for where the sun points and run out of soil one less coin I see on this trail I'll bruise and bleed but I'm done with that fear and I won't be long
2.
Chasing 03:07
face smacked down, right in the mud daytime hashbrown, a ripe bud my callused fingers raised on a dime I see blue blood, fuck it's mine a thirty pound plate refined and showed me how to run from the bathhouse, twilight chasing you led, I climbed, you lied, sunblind I fell from vines, pitch black, no fucking trace remember your name, don't be afraid off the pace, dust kicked up after falling back body bayonet, wind breaking, track trailing I've gotta get out of this place someday I’m getting on that train sunrise sprouts rays milo aches, the calf awakes ride under the kohaku waves and there you'll find me I lunged past surfaces cut water into two paths, forked emphasis mountain high, head in the sky is evidence of elements they've brought to my table unrefined a fox adapts, rain, heat or snow, white fur, living for tomorrow honed creative missile magic, manically panic in the crystal cosmos you're collapsing motto, let loose over your craft with profuse passion crashing down off a cliff, a fiasco, your drive won't let you cash in walk like chaplin, talking like a captain, gilligan needed a cup of ramen charisma cataclysmic, spirit mystifies, from stoic to battle cry, Kretok vibe Picasso painting a monarch butterfly stopping every mile cause my gut knows a lie, life sold and bought for 7.25, not a fucking blessing in disguise, talking about my demise under the hot sky I'm dressed up, and stressing, so pointless, so leave me out while we're taking our shots, there's nothing to talk about job? 9 to 5? your spot? your way of life? they do not care, but I can't hop from being polite I try to avoid living in a lot, already see a sign and swerve with all I got god, I want to reconcile for the bullshit that we've said tonight, a horn through you and I can't hide fuck all in toxic environments, noxious mold ain't the worst that it's gotten cause rotten tiles were never a style, but it's the lifestyle that I got
3.
Nothing 02:25
made a bed outta thorns for comfort headass waking up sore, no shock I suffered some third of a life obsessed over a petty bye, my minds' gonna pour and fry I don't forget, I drank from Mnemosyne looking for your threat I can see in everybody it occurred to save face, shit's funny fuck your mourning, kept me in the dark since July gimme the past times with the hard times and rewrite the script with respect for me in another lifetime, locked myself inside, groundhog day is misery, with a beer in your hand, "I look out for your best interest, understand?" you got a plan? I'm no peter pan in Neverland, you're playing I'm wasting my goddamned breath span back to wishing you had listened rats tripping over killing caged prisons I see you staining bricks and the tile, tinted with your shit wisdom while you walk a mile in winged-tipped gold weapons, forget medusa's wearing them bitterness finely simmers in coffee you're drinking talk to me to find more bitterness you're missing who do you think you're fooling? enough shit, cut that shit, bruised I swear I'll spit the fires of hell myself I'll lose it burden someone else nobody's taking nothing from me again made a deal with introspection, sanity grabbed my hand follow my beckon, at the entrance I turn around I've been abandoned muscle marked but my eyes unclouded a path of the wind had opened unknowing and unspoken I followed some weird omen to eat clean from my garden of eden no reason to let vices send me into a coma six years, six strings, no freedom no reason for another six to call a beast and relapse out of boredom I won't set on fire, cause the pressure is nothing but a fucking page of what you've done in this album my eyes were red cause she rests in a hospital bed, addiction he cried and paused their curse pressed in my head while you neglected my distress some fucking noncommittal pawn you are that shit you regret that repeats in your head, never listen, you'll deceit your sense, I know you, you'll stay stuck, the same shit that I've embed, it's what you'll become "I made you my bitch" pinkman said, your brain says it'll fucking rot inside out like the virus you are I'll spiral down carrying a prideful wrestling a giant, buried in a short time turned a blind eye only to find a lion glaring back am I done wandering? am I done? am I? you think I'm fucking kidding am I? and you think that I am nothing, am I? goddamn, but you see that there is something
4.
Something 02:46
you think I'm fucking done? throw my weights, they hit the wall god damn man, this situation won't break me, moxie cold showers only strengthen me, heighten me, add fuel to your fire when no one else backs your desires, man cause I'm done with the excuses this is my restitution and you think that I'm fucking kidding but I aim high every time cause if I'm just a drop in an ocean that never stops I'll form tsunamis from my presence that's my reign of thought isolation's you and I, three meters beneath our minds pride and joy, my kin, nothing to fuck with man a mind and body, a strong foundation for prosperity and don't even think about losing your focus when tribulations urge you cannot rest, you must plan your best man in a ditch by your own two hands pull yourself back up again some things are out of your control, don't let grief be your medicine cause when you take a peak of what's down there, you'll rise up again genuine separation from reality's bleak retributions belligerent inner demons rupture your skin cause trapdoors set by carnivores, they'll pin you for your rapport back against the corridor, time to put use your peace and war you thought I was nothing, now you're someone I deplore and I'll write my folklore and make it tough to ignore discipline my regimen, my drug, your hallucinogen, it's how I must behave cause I believe in the power they gave of those, like my sister, who couldn't stay faster faucet, pomegranate, chew em up and spit em out today a hollowed shell of a beautiful fruit, cause when I look inside you, there's a whole lot of empty space I see a mirage of an aspiration doused in melatonin, for awhile I couldn't see em the right persons, fashion, combination pulls the heavens down, are they grand or are they poison? delusions of grandeur you've pushed on me til I've got nothing to offer, you fucking sneak and now you think i'm something, so you've got something to feed on spit gospel like chamomile, pray and sleep and sing my song you think i'm fucking done? you think i'm fucking kidding? you think I am nothing but now you see that i'm something
5.
Free 03:56
bring me back to Tennessee with your warm touch, it's settling stay for thirty more, I know you're leaving my tired eyes are peeling three states away, no money what do you wish for baby? for one mind and body? come over here already oh how disgusting, you're fonder of me or I'll walk into the evening well I'm done chasing nothing, something's free

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released December 16, 2019

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